Sunday, May 30, 2010

About Time For An Update

It's about time I updated this thing, since the last this thing was touched was a couple of weeks before my exams. Honestly the results weren't as high as expected, and quite frankly it was appalling, cause I realized how much I relaxed and it's not gonna turn out well if this keeps up.

Lately, I've been feeling more and more compelled to go get myself a therapist or a better punching bag. Either a therapist to yap about how pathetically mundane, ridiculous and god-awful pitiful my life turned out to be because of my own self-inflicted choices-turned-problems. Or I get a better punching bag to physically beat out all the bloody pent up anger, since beating the non-existent stuffing of my fridge isn't cutting it...especially when the block of metal is the thing that's keeping 55% of my food edible and the large dents on the door looks rather strange. But I've had lousy experience with therapists and is literally broke to the point the nickname 'Psycho Loan-Shark' was something I became accustomed to. So those options are being ruled out....
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I realize I'm running out of things to ramble about....oh well then...I'll spam something when I feel like ranting like a disgruntled being with a hatred for everything that moved.

But in reality, the only one reading this damn piece of pseudo-emo whining is probably the pitiful sap typing this....

Friday, May 7, 2010

So...

For some odd reason I thought of posting up a blog....for the hell of it...

At first it'd sound like I'd post just random thoughts and points once in a while, since I need to find an outlet to spam my thoughts (plus spamming my deviantArt journal isn't cutting it)...

I might even consider using this as a sketchblog (or whatever you call it), seems like a place to cram some doodles not dA worthy...along with my train of thoughts with almost an absurd amount of compulsive swearing...

Hell I'm doubting anyone would read this though...oh well....the better it is then