Bloody Art Blocks

Seriously hate those damn things....

For those who don't know what an art block (or writer's block) is a stupid feeling you get when you can't get anything productive done/drawn/painted/whatever. If you still don't understand....google it.

Even though it's the holidays, I can't think of anything productive to do in relation to anything artsy. I mean I've started a few things but never brought myself to finish or even improve it. Namely because I've been trying a number of realistic paintings on PS and I find it slightly irritating that I can't get it to not look...well like crap....

But screw that, I'll post some up anyway...

One of the first paintings I've tried out, if some people don't know (or can't read the tiny title above the picture) it's Scarlet Johanson/Black Wi

dow/Natasha Romanoff/Natalie Rushmore from the Iron Man 2 movie. (fear how geeky I am)

Blek, it's pretty decent I guess (for a first try, shut up). Although I only focused on the face more, the hair was gonna be finished after the face.

....this reminds me of the other Iron Man piece I thought of finishing for my brothers...I'll post something up once I finish this...I hate drawing robots ==

Uh, then there's this thing (aha alliterations). Supposed to be a character from the series NCIS (no I did not spell CSI wrong). This one is well...harder, since it's a face portrait...and people pay more attention to the face unlike a full-body pic...

And if anyone's asking, yes there were references used (cause I'm really that uncreative and pathetic). And going over this I realize that the quality looks like shit....well screw it, it'll be re-posted on dA once it's done...

Holidays Approaching

That meaning one more day of school left before it's three weeks of holiday-ing. It's quite amazing how time flies so fast, it was supposedly ten weeks of schooling, tedious exams and the ever so obnoxious assignments and yet it felt a hell lot less...which means I have no idea how to interpret this

Yet despite so, I'd never consider the holidays to be relieving...well not since starting year 10. As far as I'm concerned, this time will pretty much be spent revising, researching and the ever present housework constantly nagging at me like a needy girlfriend. Oh and have I mentioned that two-thirds of this break will be spent on the other side of the world....oh joy, I can imagine it now; living in the nearest internet cafe with a giant cup of coffee. Sounds tempting no? But it's not as if I find it troublesome to go hell I actually enjoy it it's just the term 3 is looming over the break and that means more tests, trials and (something else that starts with a T)

It may sound depressing but the joy I use to see in holidays are just dying off bit by bit...It's like all that joy you have in ignoring school work and being absolute retards is losing its touch.

Screw it, I'm done talking about the holidays, there's more pressing matters to that...

....Decorating this bloody thing....

It's pretty pathetic at one point, this blog is about as visually appealing as a piece of stale bread. Oh well, I'll do that once the art blcok is shot in the head

The Lack Of Creativity These Days...

Whee...actually found a topic to start ranting about~ Let the rambling begin....

Recently I've been realizing the serious lack of creativity of some people....either that or they've suddenly been infected with the stupid. This suddenly came to thought today when I realized how incredibly stupid some people can get these days and how lazy they are to come up with a bloody idea of their own...

Now I can assume it sounds as whiny as a girl high on pixie-sticks, but it seriously gets to me when people who worked their asses off to create something then they get their hardwork reproduce pathetically by some moron who can't think for themselves. I know, cause that situation happened to me. Why can't anyone put effort these days?

It compelled me to write this post because I realized someone's been copying the common theme of my assignment. Sure, it may sound immature by going 'you're copying me~!!!!!1111!!". I mean, there's nothing wrong with coming up with some themes that may be similar, I seriously wouldn't mind. But the identical theme, outcome and overall message is identical and quite frankly, it felt like all your hardwork was suddenly taken from you, photocopied and handed in with some moron with enough balls to admit it's their work. It would seriously piss me off if they scored higher than me. And if I had no morals, said person would be hung from their ankles, skinned alive slowly, then rolled in salt before a tub of lemon juice.

Yes I'm a rather morbid and sociopathic person, but who are you to judge?

I'm sure some people have the same opinions, but never openly expressed them. Oh well then...

Now this reminds me of the ridiculously climbing amount of work I got...I'm sure if this is left unattended for a while, it'll be on par with Everest...

Bleh, that's all I can think of at the moment...

About Time For An Update

It's about time I updated this thing, since the last this thing was touched was a couple of weeks before my exams. Honestly the results weren't as high as expected, and quite frankly it was appalling, cause I realized how much I relaxed and it's not gonna turn out well if this keeps up.

Lately, I've been feeling more and more compelled to go get myself a therapist or a better punching bag. Either a therapist to yap about how pathetically mundane, ridiculous and god-awful pitiful my life turned out to be because of my own self-inflicted choices-turned-problems. Or I get a better punching bag to physically beat out all the bloody pent up anger, since beating the non-existent stuffing of my fridge isn't cutting it...especially when the block of metal is the thing that's keeping 55% of my food edible and the large dents on the door looks rather strange. But I've had lousy experience with therapists and is literally broke to the point the nickname 'Psycho Loan-Shark' was something I became accustomed to. So those options are being ruled out....

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I realize I'm running out of things to ramble about....oh well then...I'll spam something when I feel like ranting like a disgruntled being with a hatred for everything that moved.

But in reality, the only one reading this damn piece of pseudo-emo whining is probably the pitiful sap typing this....

So...

For some odd reason I thought of posting up a blog....for the hell of it...

At first it'd sound like I'd post just random thoughts and points once in a while, since I need to find an outlet to spam my thoughts (plus spamming my deviantArt journal isn't cutting it)...

I might even consider using this as a sketchblog (or whatever you call it), seems like a place to cram some doodles not dA worthy...along with my train of thoughts with almost an absurd amount of compulsive swearing...

Hell I'm doubting anyone would read this though...oh well....the better it is then